| its that time of year |
[Dec. 20th, 2005|06:59 pm] |
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So tomorrow is the big day!! I will be turning 22! The past year has been crazy. I dont even know where i would begin to tell all of the changes that happened. So instead of writing it all out I say lets just quote Tori...."Pretty Good Year" I dont really have big plans for the day but Allie is taking me out to dinner, so thats going to be more than fun!! Thankfully after three weeks of the break up I am getting over Joshua. I still miss him from time to time, but now I'm more excited for what the future holds. And this feeling couldnt have come any sooner. He managed to ruin my Christmas spirit, but at least I can still feel good on my birthday. And even better...I am totally looking forward to New Years becuase I will be going to Columbus to carry on the Julie and and Joshua New Years Insanity!! And even better Ryan is going to be in Columbus that night so we will be able to meet up with him!! Its going to be a great way to ring in the new year!! |
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[Nov. 29th, 2005|01:47 am] |
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it is now 1:47 a.m. on Nov. 29. tonight Joshua broke Up with me. I guess I was wrong letting myself fall for someone again. I suppose I ask too much when asking for someone to love me. |
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[Nov. 11th, 2005|11:40 pm] |
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So the man of dreams is celebrating his birthday tonight.....and tonight he asked me to be his boyfriend. I couldnt be happier to call this man mine. I adore you Joshua!! |
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[Nov. 7th, 2005|11:56 pm] |
ooh, it's so hard to love when
love was your great disappointment |
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[Oct. 31st, 2005|08:24 pm] |
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Sp tomorrow I start my first day at the Aveda Institute. I'm not too excited by the fact that my life is turning into 9-5. As most of you know im a late night, going out kind of person. I'm currently drinking wine in hopes it will make me tired....or just so drunk i pass out. on the other hand I am excited to start having a life. Starting school is going to get me out of my place and meeting people. I have been in Cleveland now for two months and I'm still extremely lonely. I did meet Joshua (see last post) and he means the world to me. P.S. yes i know its corny we have the same name but im getting used to it and even starting to like it. Unfortunately he has been really busy with work and have family issues so i havent been able to see him much. This was actually killing me inside. I couldnt understand why but everyday that we wasnt able to see me i felt my heart breaking. I believe I have figured out why. With no one else to turn to here I was feeling very empty, very alone. But i didnt pin point that until today. So still while it sucks that I cant see the man that was won my heart, i realize why ive been freaking out and putting added stress on his life that he just doesnt need right now. So its time to bite my tongue and fix the problem....get a life of my own. He means the world to me and I'll be damned if I will let my depressive moods ruin this!! Now i just have to prove to him that I'm worth falling for. |
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[Oct. 16th, 2005|01:32 am] |
this boy has won my heart!!! He is all i think about and makes me happy to no end!!
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| Look out for Jeremy!!!! |
[Sep. 18th, 2005|03:15 am] |
| vertigojo's LJ stalker is skinlikeplastiq! | | skinlikeplastiq is stalking you because they think you are rich and they want your blingbling. They are also stalking you in real life. Look out! |
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| I'M NOT DEAD!!! |
[Aug. 27th, 2005|02:04 am] |
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So it's been a hundred years since I updated my journal but things have been very busy!!. I am officially moved into my apartment and now a resident of Lakewood, Ohio. Moving is such a pain in the ass!! Last weekend Allie and I went to Ikea and furnished most of my place!! So now I'm just unpacking and getting adjusted to having my very first apartment(still crazy to say). Well i have to get into bed because while trying to get things in order I have been working a hit load too. Time for another SLOW day at Trade Secret. Night!! |
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[Aug. 9th, 2005|09:15 pm] |
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So the count down is on till the big move!! I found a fabulous apartment in Lakewood and the area is great!! I've been out shopping for little house items. It's totally weird to own pots and pans. And i just got a new computer desk at Bed, Bath, and Beyond which I am in LOVE with!! And the best part, it was on sale for $30 bucks!! I'm going home this weekend to get some stuff. And it couldnt be a better weekend because Aaron is going to be in town from New York along with Tracey and Joe from L.A.!!! It's going to be a weekend full of hot making out and big breasts!! |
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[Jul. 28th, 2005|02:14 am] |
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FUCK LIA!!! This is a group that claims that make gay people straight. It is one of the most disturbing things I have read in quite some time. Gay.com has an article on it that you can read here.
http://gay.com/news/article.html?coll=news_articles&sernum=2005/06/16/1&page=1
I originally found out about this by reading a boy's myspace page named Zach. Please read his blogs on this. http://www.myspace.com/specialkid . One even lists all the rules for the camp. How this boy has stayed strong through the entire thing, I will never know. Sitting here reading about this and also seeing hundreds of people that are responding to his posts in support brought me to tears. This place is fucking bullshit and they all need to have their fucking faces bashed in! |
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[Jul. 27th, 2005|10:46 pm] |
Another reason why I love this woman..
"I know some artists prefer not to comment, but I’ve followed the US administration and I genuinely believe they’ve emotionally blackmailed and manipulated the American people. We’re living in a frightening time and I wish people would wake up and realise they’re surrendering their civil liberties."
-Tori Amos |
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[Jul. 27th, 2005|10:27 pm] |
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80's night fucking rocked my pink Converse off!! It was so nice to find a group that wanted to go, and actually got into as much as I did. Funny thing is, I believe Mike, Scott, Cori, and Mary danced more than I did!! But that was also due to the fact that I was trying to keep my hair in check from curling. *Secret*: I even took a travel size hairspray with me for emergencies!! I totally hope we can make this a reoccurring event!! |
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[Jul. 24th, 2005|04:09 pm] |
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I need a roommate to live with me somewhere around the cleveland heights/lakewood area.....if anyone has any ideas of someone, please let me know!! |
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[Jul. 20th, 2005|03:48 am] |
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Well for those of you who do not know, it is official that I will not be returning to Kent in the fall. I finally got enough balls to quick college and follow my passion to become a stylist. I will start Nov. 1st at the Brown Aveda Institute in Cleveland for cosmetology. I hope everyone is happy for me, because since I have made this decision, I have been happier than ever!! And for those of you who think I am just quiting college because I can't cut it.... FUCK YOU!! In two years I have managed to never be kicked out, so I don't see how you can view me as a failure. So for the ones who love me and wish me the best, Mike is throwing a "Everybody is Fucking Leaving" Party in which I am one of the guests of honor!! It is this friday night starting around 9 or 10. If you have any questions about it, just leave me a message or give me a call. I expect to see all of your slutty faces there! XOXOXOX |
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[Jul. 20th, 2005|02:35 am] |
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| | GO TO HELL | ] |
"Cause allowing him to keeping messing with you, it's kind of the same as cutting yourself, but instead of cutting your skin, he's cutting the core of you, and those are scars that are harder to fade."
I'm through bleeding for you... |
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| Lock up your sons!! |
[Jul. 16th, 2005|04:32 am] |
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Who knew being single could be so much fun!?! |
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[Jul. 13th, 2005|06:33 pm] |
This could be fun....or I could find it really stupid and not do it,
but hey lets give it a go!!
1. Reply with your name and I will write something random about you.
2. I will then tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I will pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I will say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I will tell you my first memory of you.
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll then ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. Put this in your journal, or else! |
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[Jul. 11th, 2005|03:11 am] |
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A friend sent me these song lyrics
it's amazing how much they fit...
take every word to heart,
this is my closure
"I'm moving on
Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to breathe
I still recall the words you said to me
It's what you did not say that sets me free
Now how can I find peace of mind when you keep coming back again?
It's okay for you to play this game of seesaw with my head
Now it hurts too much
And it hits too hard
And I won't play this part
Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to breathe
So now I say the things I want to say
Sometimes it's better letting go this way
I'll always know
Down in my soul
We really had so far to go
I've given all I had to give
And now it's time for me to live
And I won't look back
And I won't regret
Though hurts like hell
Someday I will forget
Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to breathe
To say that you've been thinkin
Cause I know it's just the drinkin
It's funny how we seem to end up here
I never thought I'd see this soul disappear
Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to breathe
And this is letting go
This is letting go
This is letting go
This is letting go
Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to breathe
Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to breathe
To say that you've been thinking
Cause I know it's just the drinking" |
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[Jul. 8th, 2005|04:17 am] |
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nothing I do
smooths out the feeling
of being used.... |
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